Showing posts with label writing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label writing. Show all posts

7.10.10

fingers pointing at a gilded sun.

that sense of release resembled a construct, a postmodern icarus. 
how dare you find your freedom soaring through sunrays! 
a synapse in the false logic of eathbound restriction. 
new and improved, wingspan handcrafted from the finest dreams. 
apathy and sympathy can't melt these. 
without their waxing i'd always known i'd find a way...





love and lights,
kafka

16.7.10

character development: junkyards, halls of mirrors and energy shifts

"soo... what's your film about?"


notes on the little screenplay that has become my personal pet project in the past few months.


a haunting girl with jet black hair and exquisite taste who doubles as a personified metaphor for promaja (a folktale from my country of spirits that bring illness and negative energies through "drafts" in open windows)..... a wolfman who is a hoarder of physical objects, in addition to emotional woes....an elderly mystic who recalls her lifetime's tales from her secluded mountain/astral haven that may be on a whole different plane of existence entirely (think: the stories of shamballa), a lovesick guy and his mysterious masked lover....it is never revealed to the viewer if the partner is real, a twin, part of another life's external experience ...or even just a figment of torture in his mental hall of mirrors. it is a contemplation on identity and the concept of a love that goes beyond simple human notions of ownership, procreation and duality, a surreal and provocatively woven tale of past lives and future lore intersecting at spaces outside of linear time. multiple things seems to happen at once on a hollow earth, in an eternal string of now, timeles chaos, synchronicity. i hope to question these masks we wear, the other selves we create to function within the demands of this earthly plane, the beasts we choose to tame or embrace...and how universal love, soul love and a cosmic heritage really does heal all wounds, earthbound or otherwise. 



now i'd like to introduce you to the main characters!



ANALOG & MONOLOGUE, THE TWIN FLAMES.androgynous lovers/fractured identities. unable to tell if they are one and the same or entirely separate entities. Analog often pulls away, playing the role of the waning moon and Monologue is magnetically drawn in, waxing towards fullness. they carry out a rather intricate but fragilely explosive dance of hot and cold, back and forth, lessening and letting go only to tightly pull the reins back in when fate demands. they have similar physical appearances, their life stories echo each others, they resonate in ways they've never known before but there's been this block between them that neither has been able to place...they are both trembling on the edge between two worlds, the spiritual and the physical. at what point do they converge? is this a love frequency expressed in a dream or has dna created physicality in waking life?

DACIANA KATJA PROMAJA.creator of universes, femme fatale, force of reckoning. becoming aware of her own power of destruction in the process. she's challenging but her potential is oddly charming. aesthetically she's the classic "dark" female, ghostly in red lipstick and italian heels but on this path of transformation, how much room is there for shadows when you're a madwoman suddenly infused with light? she's harnesses a great power of command between bouts of instability and erratic emotions.....little does she know she's also part wolf.

KALEB ELERIM.washed up dj and musician, tortured human, desperately seeking teenage girls in a futile attempt to hold on to fading youth never reconciled. somewhere beneath this showman's exterior is a pure soul passionate for his craft but this is often lost in the self-deception he dabbles in, in the fading realizations of an empire built on the act of denying. between the drug use, all nighters and casual sex, he's aged drastically in the past two years...but a few frown lines might be the least of his problems. his open bed, open window policy may have let a little more in than the harlots he's invited....

VUKASIN, THE ANTHROPOMORPHIC WOLF.hoarder, keeper of junk. interested in the emotional life of objects. his insides don't match his outsides because he's built up too many walls, literal and metaphorical. he's got the cunning swiftness of his wolf brethren infused with a human emotional blueprint that he's never fully integrated, causing him to manifest human emotions inappropriately: disproportionate attachments to material things. beyond this slight, he's mastered the art of skin-walking and shape-shifting. he often wears a costume wolf mask to enhance the polarity of his humanness. in his wake he leaves clumps of hair behind or tiny red strings, often regurgitated. 

BABA RAJA.master storyteller, a warm-hearted keeper of wisdom. guides others through the hardships of lifetimes laced with karma. the crone archetype. she has one glass eye and a pacemaker for a heart but her knowledge comes from seeing and feeling in ways others don't. she's as old as methuselah, her mastery of magic has altered her perspectives on time, exposing it as the cosmic illusion it really is. soaked in folklore and the spirits of a long forgotten past, she's created her own private fountain of youth off the dalmatian coast which has become a safe haven for spiritual seekers and vagrant creatures alike.


i leave you with a few images from my massive collection, the "inspiration folder"














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 ....and two new illustrations-in-progress from my HOME series:




WAYSHOWERS: LIGHTBODIES (larger version posted up on twitpic)

feel free to share any feedback, comments, stories, thoughts and lore: kafka@kafkavodkalovesyou.com


blessings and light,
kafka <3

13.11.09

CLEARSEA

Around september/oct, more recent, an unbiased glance. my writing style in its purest so far.

on clarity:
the sword is lifted, i want to test its edge....wether we are tightrope walkers over abysses without safety nets or we delicately tiptoe on the edge of that sharp blade willfully knowing that one false slip will surely cut us in two (this time literally)...
we no longer have the fear.
but are we really sure either?
its been long forgotten in favor of mindstrike lightning vision, where no thought is ever finished but merely a transition forging pathways into the next deprivation. clarity is usually the first to be let go, somehow the imposing crevices and widening rifts become a more comfortable place to reside. in the shadows of this veil its shockingly comforting (even though we may never admit to it).
so what if i've become ungrounded, lost in a chorus that no longer sings my tunes, a vision that reflects nothing that i see. i'll still scream from the rooftops even if it benefits only the turquoise veins of my own throat chakra. seeing is no longer believing but constructing, with every sight we transmit a brand new world built on aural spectrums and tactile curses. ahoy mate, this manifestation thunders inside of me, churning waves of simultaneous future life crash one by one against the rocks of my sharpest fears....which should have been forced to walk the plank a lifetime ago at least.
we are lost at sea, circling in the whirlpools so similar to the ones inside our minds, where the end result is obviously so contrary to our natures but so recognizably familiar, so comforting in that strange diametrical sort of way. in this paradox we sink down to the deep sea, another far away land where the blackness settles in, we may as well as cut out our own eyes. underneath we've learnt to flash but have yet to understand how to perceive the flashes of others.


19.4.09

TOWERS/REVIVAL




ascent of transitions, destructions, never ending cycles. sometimes our precious towers of ego and vanity collapse around us in sudden, shocking nightmares....othertimes we set ourselves up to destroy by our own choices. regardless, the circle will always begin anew....and every time we scrub off one more layer of unnecessary, one less insignificant aspect that is no longer representative of our process of growth and change.
this will be a multi faceted collection of everything resetcouture, the trials, tribulations and adventures of an unconventional fashion project in a la la land of industry clone boredom tinged with a hint of metaphysical, esoteric and existential musings....a glimpse into the mind of a critical fashionist philosopher redefining and reinterpreting.

this will also be everything else that makes up my world too: all those random strange writings and thoughts that sneak up on me in the middle of the night, progress on the film i'm currently writing, all the daily oddity i encounter, party times, travel documentary and any random cool creative shit i find along the way.


i make no promises and have no expectations but...
let's see where the journey takes us this time!


with light and love,

kafkavodka